why did you tell me you've started to fall in love with me after only a few months. now i'll shrivel up and die because i don't know if i have it in my heart to tell you that i don't feel the same way and i don't know if i ever will.

and most importantly i'm now at the risk of potentially betraying my own heart in a million different ways, which is exactly what i promised myself two years ago that i'll never do again.

You deserve someone to make you happy.
It's a basic human right.
And I already know that I won't be that girl.