Drafts are due tomorrow at noon for the school newspaper and I'm so fucking nervous. I already sent mine in to the editor, and I'm just sitting here by my laptop all day waiting to hear back from them, quite possibly ready for anything to be hurled at me. Meaning, I'm ready for them to tell me that it isn't what they're looking for, it's too long, it doesn't fit the tone of their publication, that you suck at it, that maybe you should just drop it, you name it. I'm ready for it. I've taken their advice before writing this so I've tried everything I could to try and fit what they're looking for. I really did. I did everything I could.

I feel sick. Maybe I should go back to bed and lie down.

No really, I feel like I'm going to throw up.