Cruelty is a felony.

I think what makes me sadder than anything else in what fell apart is the fact that you personally made that choice. You chose to let it fall apart. The fact that you wanted it to fall apart. There. That's what makes me sad. Some people part ways or lose someone not by choice. They lose the people they care about out of unpredictable circumstances that can't be helped.

You however, knew how I felt, and didn't give an ounce of shit. You knew you were about to hurt me, admitted that you would and did it. You gave no consideration to my feelings or where I was, and disappeared. That's what hurts the most....the fact that you premeditatively, deliberately, carefully considered the situations and then still did it.

Now that's what you call first-degree cruelty. That's not a voluntary or involuntary cruelty. Perhaps 2nd degree at the least---meaning, at least I give you the benefit of the doubt that you were probably missing at least one of three of those mental stages prior to an act of commission.

Careful consideration of the situation/outcome just might be the required mental status that you lacked before the commission of this crime, or at least, act of cowardice.

At least my former lovers had the gall to tell it to my face what was what, and what it will be. You tried to let abrupt disappearance do your work.