There's that possibility hanging over my head.
How do I feel about it? Really? Honestly?

What a crazy fucking thing to do already when things are so new, but...I wouldn't put it past you.
And I wouldn't put it past me to get upset about it either.
Still.
After all these years.
After all these months.

I would never put it past me to get bothered by it.
Whatever it may be.

I'm sure I still feel upset and angry.
And I'm sure I'll find out soon.

Let's see how much more upset and sick I feel then.