I realized that the lonelier and more depressed I am, the longer I stay on the Internet than necessary. I used to find myself on the Internet for hours on end and waste the entire day in the cyberworld because I just wanted to shut myself out of reality. This is when I realized I was going to leave my old previous blogging platform because it began to dictate my moods and I'd resort to it to help me become numb to the rest of my surroundings. I admit, after I quit my old blog I found myself interacting with reality a lot more. Maybe that's why people are addicted to the Internet...it's like a virtual reality game that you get sucked into and if you have people you can talk to over the Internet, it's even better and sounds more appealing than dealing with your actual friends because you're so pissed off or annoyed at them.

This is beginning to be a problem. Or maybe it's not a beginning, but more so, it's always been a problem and I just didn't admit it to myself until now.