Three days. I spent 3 days, and 20 mg of Adderall to study for my Global Politics and Literature midterm tomorrow at precisely 11 AM.

I am fucked. All this effort for nothing. I won't remember a single thing once I get my exam.

On a side note, I broke my Adderall virginity today. I remember everyone was popping those things at the Porter dorms last year during midterm season and finals week and I remember I prided myself on the fact that I never had to take adderall, and that I only needed a few cups of black or green tea to focus.

Today I caved in and took the 20 mg of Addies offered to me. What have I done.

Welcome to the Dark Side.

Ugh...all this will be for nothing. I just took Speed and amphetamines in pill form for nothing. I read for 6 hours for nothing. All of this will be to waste.