It's been a little over a week since I left my old blog (for the 7th time I might add) and I'm still trying to figure out why. Maybe it's because every time I post something on there, it just doesn't feel real to me anymore. It just doesn't feel right. I just don't feel the desire or need to write anything on there or share a part of my life. Perhaps this is just a phase and I'm just waiting for the right moment to come back, but the right moment doesn't seem as though it'll come for a very long time. At least for the present.
It's not real. Anything I post there isn't real. And maybe that's what I've finally discovered. You know it's time for you to stop posting things when you realize that it doesn't feel real to you anymore.
i know what you mean. it's funny because my tumblr was essentially my diary. i mean, i was so honest on that thing. more honest than i probably should have been. but now, i can't make myself write more than one or two sentences that even mean something. now its just for me to post dumb pictures or funny gifs. it's funny how that relationship changes...
ReplyDeleteIt really is. I remember I talked to you about leaving it to just begin posting things that I wanted on blogspot a few months ago. I caved in and went back to it a few weeks later (I guess I just didn't want to part with something that meant so much to me at the time) but now I understand why I wanted to leave it. It's so funny how something that once made you so happy at one point is now the thing that makes you feel so unhappy.
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