Instead of going out to the bars to celebrate my friend's 21st birthday tonight, I've opted to stay home and read. I dropped by Emi's house though to wish her a happy birthday and drop off her birthday present. I stayed for about an hour and a half hanging out with the house and a couple of other people from the college swim team and then I left when they were taking shots in the kitchen.When I got home, it was dark, and nobody else was home. Everyone was out. My neighbors are throwing a huge rager tonight, at least, from what I can hear next door through my bedroom window.

It's 9:30 pm and I'm already in my pajamas.

I'm only 22, not 72, for God's sake. What's going on with me? Perhaps now would be a good time for me to settle down. But with who?

The world may never know.